Past my first year professional examinations!!

Woohoo~~ It's such a relief that found out I passed all my subjects..
Although it's not distinction those, it's still a pass for me~
That's mean I can continue my year 2 without doubts!!
I still remember I wrote in my bloggie that I worry about anatomy because I failed in semester 1
It's such a disaster and nightmare for me!! It's consider first time in my life I failed in a subject..
Since semester 2 started, it started related to my field which is more to head and neck anatomy~
It makes me feel it's actually interesting and it seriously important for dentistry field..
That's the part of the body we focus the most!!
So, I told myself that this semester must work hard a lot especially for this subject..
Final is the most important compare to semester 1 examination.. It consist mostly semester 2 topics and less semester 1 topics
This final is to ensure we won't dump our semester 1 knowledge easily~
It's quite hard to believe that I passed all my subjects!!! I worked really hard on anatomy but not that equally fair to other subjects~!
Anyway, at here, thank you all the lecturers and professor which teach our DDS year 1 student!!
Without you guys teaching, we must try to understand and figure out that stuff by ourselves!!
Although I don't like all of them but they are certainly good people!!
Some lecturers might be fierce or strict to we all but actually for our own good and for college's reputation and standard..
Some lecturers are not fierce and friendly, hahahaha..especially our Head of Year One ~ Dr prathap~
After all these thank you, I end my blog with full of joyfulness and happy holiday everyone~~
Oh ya..Happy Ramadan too because it's on this month!! WoooHOOO!! Can't wait for those delicious malay's style food!!
My mom will always bring my brother and I go visit her friend's house..and try those delicious snacks and food
Although I cant eat beef anymore, I still enjoy their food!!!

Review: natural cleansing sponge / konjac sponge

It's been a long time that I didn't update my blog blog~

Busy with studies and no time for updating this blog...but it is still like diary like that~

This post is actually about part of my wash face routine? Hahaha..funny phrase..

Before using cleansing sponge, I actually bought a 起泡网, some thing like net..

Reason why I change to this? It's actually quite..normal?

Hahaha..other than curious, it's actually popular for a long time in the internet videos..

Although I'm not sure whether this is the same brand that they used, I bought this from sasa

So..I think it's quite reliable? I bought white colour for myself and black for my bf~

I think black more suit him because if I didn't remember wrong, black is more to control oil ? white will be normal or even gt whitening effect..

White colour sponge that I chose for myself

For the usage,actually~ if u love to have foam more, I actually think that net works better than the sponge..

Moreover, when you want to use this sponge, u must soak it in warm water to make it soft..it might be inconvenient for some people..

You need to do so because when you're not using it, it will become hard like rock!!

By the way,this sponge consist of a string..So~it will be easier and convenient for you to hang it and let it air dry..

The net also has a hook which you can see from the picture, round hook thing~
Well, for exfoliating and more cleansing... I actually think the sponge works better~
So..they actually draw for these functions~ now I using both of them depends on my mood..
Buahahaha... if I feel no need for so deep cleansing prefer more foamy~ I'll use the net~
Then, for exfoliating and more cleansing I will prefer sponge~~
My bf also uses this stuff..so please don't think taking care of your skin is girls' jobs only~
My bf keep complaining his face oily, so I think one of this method to settle his problem~
It's a great relief because it turn out well and he likes it! Even his brother want to own it..（；¬＿¬)
ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ YESS!! It made me feel more great that I can help him~

Oh ya, by the way~~ everyone...whenever you use sponge..please use them properly and treat them good!
If you using them harshly, their lifespan may not be long as it should be...
Bye~~

My 20th Birthday

Every birthday that day, I'll celebrate my birthday with my family~

One of the reasons is I love them~~ and appreciate them..especially mom and dad~~

Second reason, mostly on my birthday either got class or holiday.. SO.. won't be able to go out

The most coincident in this year 2013 is~~ I actually having physiology test on that day itself..

What..the..xxxx right?? It can be easiest or be the toughest subjects..depends on your thinking and logic!

So...I am definitely not gonna celebrate with my friends once again~~SiGH

Hehe..however~~ Luckily I got a lovely and almost perfect bf..(ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Hahahaha..can't say perfect~ later he gonna boast about himself again ヽ（´ー｀）┌

After morning class ended, we have 1 hour break..it's actually not that enough for me la..

I am quite weak in physiology..because sometimes I feel I studied but when I see the question, I'll spend a long time to understand and answer it..

I rushed down to the college front gate and get my surprises from my bf..

My boyboy purposely come to my college for awhile because he prepared small bento and present for me..

He stay for awhile because want me to focus for my exam..

So..he serious seriously is a good and almost perfect bf..

(　￣д￣;) He even cooks better than me....So jealous about that..hahahhaha

Really..boy boy look.. o.O

Oh my..seriously quite small...（〇дｏ"）

I bet he sure know I don't eat breakfast that's why make so small for me...┐(ー_ー )┌

However in college, I actually eat more than that because I'm freaking hungry after using my brain!

Never mind la~ as long as he purposely make for me already happy le..(*≧▽≦)

My favourite~~ the fry potato thingy inside got kani cream croquette....he named it...fatty porks!! Salad ? even got 2 different sauce for the pork and rice

LOL..rabbit design apple~ So pro la him,I don't even know how to do this （　´∀｀）

Cute teddy bag bag to put the bento and my present

Buaahahaha..curious about my present leh~~~~

I'm about to say it~~ Actually it's quite..out of my expectation? Hahahaha...

This thing is seriously expensive and I just thought of owning..BUT I don't think I will buy it myself..

It's not just because it is expensive, most important is MALAYSIA doesn't have this IT gadget??!

It's been out for few years I think? around 2 years?!

Okay...let me tell you what is it...

It's necomimi!!! WOOHOOO..it uses brain wave to control it!! Seriously adorable~movable cat ear!!

Now you know why I said I wouldn't buy it myself right?? I never been to overseas..

Most ridiculously it just seems available in few countries only, even you are interested to buy it..it would cost you seriously expensive for a normal college student like me!!

It's just one of the wishes I made and then I told him about it..

I never thought of that this stupid boy boy willing to buy for me..even all my best friends shock when we go to jasmine's room to open the present..

Yong Chung Fai ~~ you ahh..seriously is a almost perfect and ben ben boyfriend ahh~!!
I love this present very muchie~~~!!(*≧▽≦)

ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ necomimi~

The ears and the headset to put with...

When back home, try to grab some aaa battery put into the thing...

Forgot to mention about it~ it uses aaa battery to on it~ So..be prepare aaa battery lo~if wanna play this thingy~

Take pic when I try this thingy..u can see the ear....that I control until unbalance..hahaha..you also can see my little princess on her favourite cloth~ Her name is feipo o~ is a bossy but lovely cat~!

At night, my father finished work...when came back, brought all of us together go out eat dim sum~

Due to it's too late at night, all restaurant closed..sigh..but never mind~~ I got a dad who is so love me~

As long as we together eat, already satisfy ~~!!

After having dim sum, we went back home and cut cake..Hahaha...

My name on the cake is Snowie... LOL..I thought they will write my real name timm~

Chocolate cake..woohoo~~ I love chocolate~~ 

Even though compare to last time, I become less sweet tooth person..

Maybe it's because I study this course? Sigh...or I old already, don't have the mood to be a sweet tooth person~

Anyway~~ Thank you daddy and mommy~ u guys are the best best bestie~!!! 

I'll try to less argue with bro...and..stop making mother angry? Hahaha...try my best la~~!!

Birthday cake...

~End~

My 20th belated birthday

As you can see,the topic is belated birthday..
It's because my birthday that day, I had class in my college and unfortunately it is also a physiology test for all of us..
Actually it's seriously my life time biggest birthday surprise with my best friends!!

Seriously thanks to all my college best friends!!! I really happy and appreciate you guys~

 (ﾐ´ω`ﾐ)

I don't know they are actually celebrate birthday with me because it's already over what my birthday~
Moreover, I thought we guys wanna relax after a stressful PHYSIOLOGY exam~
Friday after class~ we went to red box together to sing song~
The room is quite big for us...too bad that mid valley only allow each room 3 mics..
So all of us take turn to sing song~
I still remember that day, my bf said will join us for this sing k..but in the morning, he told me that he ate wrong stuff, having stomach ache wont be able to join us..
That time seriously damn sad because we rarely go out together..thought of don't want change dress de le..

As a degree dentistry student, we must wear formal everyday~ that's why all the girls and some guys purposely bring clothes and change ~

Once we reach there and change clothes...some of them reach first,they went into the room and start singing

Seriously, It's actually my first time go to sing k with them~ Even our shy shy Jack also sing song

I even force him to sing because don't want to waste money, everyone pay for the room..

It's quite waste money if you don't even sing a single song.. ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ

Everyone of them have a great voice and having a lot of fun with them..

It's been a long time we go out together and have fun together..

Hahaha...this blog seriously got a lot of photos~~ all of these must thanks to Elin Mong ~
Her camera and she did an awesome job to take all photos with us~ヾ(*´∇`)ﾉ

Jiang~from left: yvonne, jasmine,sharon, me, cheun wai, jack

Ji Wei and Dabbie~

Rick and william~

Hehe..they busy choosing songs and william showing a GREAT POSE

♥ Sharon and I ♥

Dabbie,ji wei, elin and yvonne

All of us," EHHHH~~!!" (;*´Д`)ﾉ

Reason is if not remember wrong, they accidentally skip the song when the atmosphere is high and suitable for that song...Hahhahaa..from here, you can actually see our JACK is very shy person

After singing for a long time, it's the time for us to take the food!!!

I never have my breakfast if I don't want to..that's why that why I was starving like HELL!!!(;-_-)

So, we took turn went out and take the food we like!

Elin is taking pic of some of us eating..

To explain below pics...I told you right, they gave me surprise~
The girls go and bluff me went to toilet but I didn't went out because it's not yet the time for us to take food~

Don't know she choosing what dessert..hahaha..

Here~ you can see my bf and sharon ~ (　゜Д゜)

Before this, my bf told me that he's not feeling well right?? Suddenly he come here...(O_O；)

Hahaha..the reason is..he actually bluff me that he's not feeling well..and come here give me surprise!

ISSSHHH... I still worry about him and scolded him because he said he feel like eat cake~(︶︹︺)

Hmph..they all bluff me ah...just to give me surprise... Quite funny but they're seriously cute geh~~

So...this make me more LOVE them!! Hahahha...(*´∀`*)

Cake from komugi~ Nice design and huge strawberry..too bad strawberry is sour~

♥♥♥♥ My bf and I  ♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥Love them!!! I hunting so long for the cat ear hat and hello kitty spectacle case!!!(*´ｪ｀*)

♥♥ swEet SwEet ♥♥ thanks everyone!!

Seriously it's a great day for us..they even took video on that day~

I too lazy upload and don't worry guys!! It's always be in my memory and I will keep the video safely in my computer and external hard disc..BuaHahahhahaa~~

Cute cute and leng leng Jasmine and Elin~ ~ ~

After spending few hours in red box, it's our limited time already~ We must leave the room~

So bad la..I wish they could count cheaper and the time will remains forever~ So we can stay longer

Most of us especially Jasmine and Cheun Wai, they are reluctant to leave..

We still sat inside the room for about 30 minutes if I not remember wrongly..

There's no song,we just use the mic and sing along~~ I seriously tell u..

JASMINE's VOICE is damn awesome~!! Anyone interested to know her~

Let me know, I'll try to introduce you to her..Buahahahaha~promoting her in my blog~!

At the end...after we leave the red box, some of them left..some of us remain

It's because Elin need to fetch them back college but it's jamming time~

So, it's quite wasting time and petrol~ Totally agree with that, but that day I left earlier than them~

My dad can fetch me earlier because it's at Mid Valley,near his working place.. 

Most important is my mom don't like I go home late..SIGH!! even 20 years old already also like that..(#／。＼#)

Before I left,our gang also didn't forget to take pics with me..

Lolx..they seriously like this cat ear hat also because it's just seriously damn cute la!!（≧▼≦；)

Our pretty girls' gang~!!

Our boys' gang..buahahaha~~

It's an awesome freaking FUN HIGH DAY~!!LOVE YOU GUYS!!! MUAKSSSS!! ( ﾉ^ 3^)ﾉﾟ

judging myself..

It's my semester 2 now for my first year of dentistry course...recently I really feel moodless..
By the time now, I started to judge myself whether I am capable or not..
Wasting time to write this post is seriously wrong but I just cant stop expressing it..
Seriously, for my best friends and I, try to be a dentist really is an ambition that I never think before until graduate from secondary..
I still remember studying form 5 that year, I still said confidently that I won't be study for dentist FOR SURE!
LOL...now ridiculously I'm studying it!!
Me, Shuet Wah , to me every time I study, after exams I always wont give a damn about the subjects anymore or sometimes even forgot what I've learnt..
Unfortunately, till now I only realise every thing is inter related.. What a stupid dumb dumb me!
I don't like anatomy seriously!!! Especially, the lecturers are teaching us about something unrelated to teeth!
To me, I just think that dentist should know his field only, no need to study the heart,abdomen,limbs...etc...
That's one of the reason which makes me hate anatomy more!!!
I failed my anatomy test for the first semester, I think of study hard for semester 2, to improve my anatomy marks since it's the only subject that I failed..
I really hate them that for this year, they changing the anatomy test format, we'll be same standard with doctor course...
Before this, our seniors are actually having easier standard of anatomy test than us, that's why they feel shock that most people in our class failed..
Some seniors even like look down at us.. =.= .|. feel like show this to them...
most funny is studying doctor spent 5 years studying about anatomy and I'll be study it for 1 year for all those topics...
This week, attending the anatomy class really make me depressed... I studied for the braches of arteries, nerves but then when lecturer asked us question, I can't answer him PERFECTLY which makes me feel I'm really dumb enough that failed my test and now even study already can't answer him fully correct..
As a dentist, those important informations also can't 100% answer or know..How am I gonna treat my patient??
Maybe I am really not hardworking as others...what I can blame just myself, being so stupid can't study well..
Actually Paven is correct, without anatomy, we simply inject anesthesia to any of the body part.. we may make the patient paralyse or even die.
So, it's really important to study that..as Prof K said got anatomy,we'll only have physiology, got physiology we'll only have pathology...
AHHH... shuet wah ah..please faster wake up..everyone is not perfect, so try to cheer up don't give up until you really can't do it anymore..
Everyone has their potential..so..try your very best okay? If now yourself also give up, how are you gonna achieve your dream becoming a dentist!!!
Gambateeeehhhhhhh......

sorry bloggie

Long time didn't update my blog...it's been a long time since i update my blog..
I even didn't remember last post is when i wrote it....

Suddenly have the inspiration to write my blog...

I remember my purpose open this blog is to share my feelings....Just like a diary to me

I know myself..I'm a careless & clumsy person.. Not always remember stuff or even sometimes forgot about it

That's the reason why I every time write this blog to share my happy,sad memories..

Don't really know why..last time when I'm a kid especially primary that time..My memory is SERIOUSLY good and not a clumsy careless person...

I memorized phone numbers, birthdays, moments I've been..

Honestly, since small that time getting more and more sad things happened on me..I tried to hypnose myself..

Please shuet wah..you remember the stuff so what..? not everyone treat the same way as you does, please keep lie to yourself, try to avoid all these hurts....

At last now..I really did it..sometimes I did really incredibly forgot stuff.. =P

Now, I really don't know doing such thing is it beneficial to me..I am doing so because I'm trying to avoid facing the truth..protect myself from being hurt again...

To me, as a girl in this family.. I don't feel like be like others normal girls that easily cry in front of others that's why I always need to be tough, be strong, fierce than the others..so..others don't dare to bully you..

I know..until now I haven't 100% open my heart to anyone....I bet..not everyone share every single things within their hearts..

That's the reason why I feel quite lonely and helpless, we keep our secrets so we still having ourself defending for our weakest part...

At the same time, I felt sorry for the one who cares about me..He tried to dig out everything in my heart to understand me but I just can't do it..

I don't know why suddenly I'm so emotional...I'm lazy decorating this post..I just want to speak out my feeling..

Every human is not perfect, that's the reason why we can't live alone in this world..we need to help each other..sometimes even need others to correct our mistakes..

Romanticized version will be...Our souls is not perfect, in this world, everyone try their best to find their soul mate, to have a perfect soul...

宙斯把灵魂一击为两半，每一般都在地球上飘游，寻找自己的另一半。当其中一半遇到真正的另一半时，这两人都深深沉醉于爱、友谊与亲密的惊喜中，片刻也不能让对方离开自己的视线。这些人共度一生，却无法解释对于彼此的热望。因为他们对彼此的强烈渴望并不是恋人的缠绵，而是灵魂深切渴望、却无法形容的另一种特质，只有一丝朦胧而含糊的预感

Honestly, I am a human, I have feelings..obviously I will jealous others sometime, not everytime I also can be so calm and say ya..I don't mind at all...

I am a girl who can't stand keep using SAME reason, I rather you say sorry and just tell me, if got chance you only try to do so..even though I tried to be a good gf..

Don't give me fake hope and reasons..I seriously hate them terribily..

You can feel I'm unhappy but you can't take back the words you told me that already hurt my heart...

Today... I will hug tight my pillow...after having a cold feelings... I will forget all the bad things that happened on me~ happily face another new day..

I know time will continue keep going...past means past.. You can't do anything to take back the time because it's already past..

Good night blog..thank you for let me typing all these words..releasing my emotional..

chocolate exhibition 2012

Hehe..Actually I'm the first time visiting chocolate exhibition~

That day suppose to be celebrating alex **sharon's bf** birthday...

However...I didn't go (¬_¬)

my college friends they said they gonna celebrate during afternoon...

So, I think since I've been long time didn't go out accompany my bf..

I've decided that morning go out with him and afternoon will go and celebrate together with them..

At the end...I didn't..**long story** they went bowling..they go around and when the time my father came and fetch me...they only want to celebrate at chili's....SIGH....so I went back lo..

SO..THIS POST GONNA BE TALKING ABOUT MY DATING AND CHOCOLATE EXHIBITION!

** SORRY~~IF YOU'RE EXPECTING I'M GONNA TELL STORIES ABOUT MY FRIENDS**

We met up in Mid Valley early in the morning~ and started simply walking around because...

As you know...early in the morning not ALL shops are gonna OPEN and welcome you~!

p.s. I have a bad habit which is...I dislike eating breakfast after I wake up...

To me, it must depends on my mood whether I feel like want to eat or not...

Hehehe..so after walking around..my tummy growling~~ Hahahahhahaa! that's mean I want to eat~!!

That time we were about walking to garden side..so..the nearest and attractive restaurant~~

That would be Gardens Restaurant~

That time, they are actually having few choices of set lunch~

He ordered Spaghetti seafood aglio olio and I ordered Fish and chips~ with iced lemon tea and pumpkin soup~!

Jiang~~quite delicious pumpkin soup with iced lemon tea~

Spaghetti seafood aglio olio

Fish and chips..Lolx..this bf...took pic without my permission!ヽ(≧Д≦)ノ

After enjoying our delicious meal together with the sweet surrounding environment of the restaurant~ we decided go and visit the chocolate exhibition~
It's quite interesting for some booth because they sell hello kitty chocolate and various designs of chocolate!
Hehehe..luckily I got some money left...(^～^;) I bought some chocolate cream!
I've never tried that before ~ hehe~ lucky the promoter let me to try some..
It's actually not that expensive~ What I worry that it's actually quite...fattening.. Hahahahaha!!
When we walking around...I met one of my best friends!! Lili~~
Haha..I tortured her for awhile..Hahaha...too miss her..I missed the moment I hit her..(⌒∇⌒)
My bf also look at us at the side..Hehehe..lili even call him to control me stop torturing her...

A lot of chocolate with different designs!!

The special flavour ice cream >"< forgot the brand...that's the section that i met my best friend~!

After finish walking the chocolate exhibition..we decided go mc donald..
That is because I keep complained about the hello kitty kids meal toy..
He's the one who say he will go sunway pyramid and eat mc donald...(┳◇┳)
At the end..hmph..forgot..until only left the last toy available...(；￣Д￣）
That's why we actually purposely went there just to have the kids meal and get the toys..

Lolx..I still remember sit to next of us is a family that have 3 daugthers..the girls look at me when I open n play....(¬_¬)

By the way~~ forgot to mention that my bf actually bought 2 boxes of hello kitty chocolate for me
HAHAAHAHAAHA...happy and "hang fuk" oh~ ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ
I wonder why hello kitty stuff always expensive..especially when it comes to it is original not~
Authentic one always cost a fortune....

Jiang~~ got light de oh~~ ♡♡

That day shopping rewards~~ Hahaha~chocolate cream~ hello kitty chocolate~

**end**