It's my semester 2 now for my first year of dentistry course...recently I really feel moodless..
By the time now, I started to judge myself whether I am capable or not..
Wasting time to write this post is seriously wrong but I just cant stop expressing it..
Seriously, for my best friends and I, try to be a dentist really is an ambition that I never think before until graduate from secondary..
I still remember studying form 5 that year, I still said confidently that I won't be study for dentist FOR SURE!
LOL...now ridiculously I'm studying it!!
Me, Shuet Wah , to me every time I study, after exams I always wont give a damn about the subjects anymore or sometimes even forgot what I've learnt..
Unfortunately, till now I only realise every thing is inter related.. What a stupid dumb dumb me!
I don't like anatomy seriously!!! Especially, the lecturers are teaching us about something unrelated to teeth!
To me, I just think that dentist should know his field only, no need to study the heart,abdomen,limbs...etc...
That's one of the reason which makes me hate anatomy more!!!
I failed my anatomy test for the first semester, I think of study hard for semester 2, to improve my anatomy marks since it's the only subject that I failed..
I really hate them that for this year, they changing the anatomy test format, we'll be same standard with doctor course...
Before this, our seniors are actually having easier standard of anatomy test than us, that's why they feel shock that most people in our class failed..
Some seniors even like look down at us.. =.= .|. feel like show this to them...
most funny is studying doctor spent 5 years studying about anatomy and I'll be study it for 1 year for all those topics...
This week, attending the anatomy class really make me depressed... I studied for the braches of arteries, nerves but then when lecturer asked us question, I can't answer him PERFECTLY which makes me feel I'm really dumb enough that failed my test and now even study already can't answer him fully correct..
As a dentist, those important informations also can't 100% answer or know..How am I gonna treat my patient??
Maybe I am really not hardworking as others...what I can blame just myself, being so stupid can't study well..
Actually Paven is correct, without anatomy, we simply inject anesthesia to any of the body part.. we may make the patient paralyse or even die.
So, it's really important to study that..as Prof K said got anatomy,we'll only have physiology, got physiology we'll only have pathology...
AHHH... shuet wah ah..please faster wake up..everyone is not perfect, so try to cheer up don't give up until you really can't do it anymore..
Everyone has their potential..so..try your very best okay? If now yourself also give up, how are you gonna achieve your dream becoming a dentist!!!
Gambateeeehhhhhhh......
