The 2nd day of college life

Wow..College life is =.=...actually is not as fun as i think bah..

Never mind~~ As long as I can study well and concentrate in my studies tat's REALLY GOOD~~

Hehe..so far so good..but I don't really know why they choose Damansara for FIS

=.= Totally sucks la..damn far u know..Lucky,father knows how to drive a motor~~

Muahahhaha..happy~~but then I still have to wake up at 7am..since....

As a girl...U know de la...bath so long..and then wait the hair dry becoz I rarely use hair dryer

AHHHHH...the thing I hate the most is..my habit..=.= nt having breakfast

If i have breakfast without the mood,I will vomit

Don't ASK me WHY...I oso DoN't KNOW!!

Then...this is college,I got a BIG BIG PROBLEM THER...

everytime when wanna use my brain after finish do those exercises..

My stomach will organize an orchestra.. OMG.... my breaktime is 1pm U KNOW?!!!

=.=..So...I eat sweets la....I kinda worry now..since almost every morning class I oso do so..

Ahheemm...Not becoz I sleepy...

Although I do feel so..=.= But i eat for my stomach stop the CONCERT!!!!

ToT wuwuwuwuuuu....I worry my teeth will spoil soon la!!! If I continue like this...

So!! Start from today~~Try few bites of breads..If nt biscuit bah

Since my TEACHERS..90% of them is totally college style..

FAST,HARDWORKING IN GIVING HOMEWORKS

My mathematic teacher is totally same style wif Miss Yap..

OMG!!!Same miss..but she's much more younger la of coz~~

I using my way like wat I did on Miss Yap's class but NO SLEEP anymore..

Everyday..I will be revising..=.= shock leh..totally turn over a new leaf

GG....wicked smile...Promise myself already le~~Try my best~~

>"< Hope won't let my parents down~~

OH ya..by the way...=.= COST TOTALLY DAMN EXPEnSIVE Ahhh

1 mee =.= rm16..wtf..almost same as secret recipe..=.= it jz normal stall de mee lo!!

I prefer =.= go to secret recipe ther..order MY favourite TOMYAM...

**saliva coming out *** Spicy ~~ Sour...SLuurRRRppp.. =o= oh..it's gonna midnight..stop stop!!

Hmm..the books ah..quite pricey oso de..LOL..sharon bought them...

each rm34....LOL..under oxford de..hahahhahaa...I'm gonna borrow from her and photostat..

Yea le..HAHAHA..the photostat ther quite cheap leh..1 page 4 cent onlY!!

Hmm..It's around 17 if I photostat the book,muahaha..of coz photostat la..save half COST leh!

Some more..IT'S JZ SEMESTER 1...WTH!! I have few semester..U EXPECT ME..

EVERY SEMESTER..every subject I spend rm34 for 1 BOOK..chi sin.. =.=|||

Who so lame ah..semester by semester sell...

=.= .|. damn u!! too angry jor..

Oh my...It's too long..should stop now..

Kakakakaka..If free only write bah~~Bye bye le... ToT blog blog...i miss you!!

***Reasonly gv some lame guy students and TEACHERS make my blood pressure getting higher...So will be a bit....Sot plug?? HHAHAHA...I think so~~****

The girl who can't break up, the boy who can't leave

Lolx~~Jz finish SPM.....after settling.....all stuffs~ **actually not really settle**

XD....jz enjoying my day........staying at home~~being a Princess..Hmm..no la..LAzY life style..

Ehhheemmm....bak to topic.....Today~~ I feel so sweet sweet~!!!♥♥♥!!!

Honestly,I didn't expect so fast..>"<

omg....he's making me more n more touch!!>"<.....ahhh...i should stay clear~~

Hmm~~He's consider a romantic guy to me....>"<

Really duno y he say he's not romantic..>"<....ahhhh...u r attacking my heart.....

=.="" Is it every1 in love also will become like this..more & more ridiculous?

Lolx..I duno leh...ahhhh...wat should i write...lame nia...>"<

The girl who can't break up it's me...>"<>

>"<....errrr......I duno la...wat should i do and write la...>"<

Ok la~~I modify these lo~~

客官不可以～攻得我喘不过气～你眼睛在看哪里～还假装那么冷静～

客官 不可以～都怪你奇怪点子～浪漫又那么感动～小心我真的晕倒～

你现在哪里~我每天都在想你~想念你身旁空气~想念你坏坏眼睛~

你现在哪里~我每天都在回忆~回忆搞笑的相遇~回忆傻傻的我们~

You know the "YOU" is who le hor....>"<...if u c it...dun laugh la!!!!

I really duno ...@.@ wat m i doing...XD

>"<

Finally I realise..why i hate

Lol...c le topic...sure think abt i hate who le bah..XD

Haiz...no idea...becoz my attitude,style and temper mah~~

Hmm...if u guess so..answer is....

NONONO!!XD muahahaha...

Wanna know why leh...becoz ah...today...haiz...abit not happy bah..

That's y write blog =P lazy me leh~~~

Actually ah..after form 5,for most of the student...

Of course is continue study le...To me oso same...

Jz..I hate ppl giving me fake hopes..Keep promise & promise...

At the end,let me once & once feel down and dissapointed..

I hate those feelings...SO NEVER EVER PROMISE ME ANYTHING..IF U CAN'T DO IT

mom...at first say can study in college...then...father say study university better...

Later...gt some financial problem say...Mayb wan u to study form 6 o..

Nvm...i listen...Becoz both of u r the 1 who raise me up..

Nowadays a lot a lot college open day and education fair..

You are the 1 who say will bring me go ...

At the end...what happened?

U forgot abt it...If nt u say don't want go...

Haiz...I oso duno what should i say le..scold ah??siao geh...u r the 1 who pay for me everything

So.....suddenly went to listen sad songs....

Lame nia..duno y....Even bro oso i dislike sad songs..

But duno y...suddenly i feel all those sad songs are so wonderful...so nice..

Totally suit my mood...Now i only realise..how stupid m i..=.=

Y I dislike sad songs ah..dun even feel like download them..

XD....now....becoz of these sad songs...curing my feeling..I feel much more better

Have the energy to continue...WHAT?!!LOOK AT THE TIME....

WTH...It's 3:38am....

WHAT LA...again can't control my time again o>"

today is 十五?!

Wahahaha.....nice topic tat i think..

=.=...i really totally 4gt abt it..

today suppose go eat 齋....but.....@.@.....wa 4gt le la..

Hungry nia....eat jor Mc Donald's Prosperity chicken burger...

XD....wahahha...now think bak..duno wat for...=.= at first i 守齋..

now..totally break rules..nt yet reach 7pm...

=.=.....Haiz....left me n granma at home..

mom go mahjung...bro go college....

TOLONG AHHHHH!!!!!when can i dun need to pass such GROUNDED life?!!!

SCHOOL..SCHOOL...WA MISS U...

I miss the monkeys ther...& "monkeys" in classroom

Y most of them bz ah..or not....went out jor...

EE YAAAA!!!Most ridiculous is February schedule totally FULL!!!

I can't even have chance to learn drive....

^~^mmm..I wonder how's my L license....my pic will how..

XD....pray hard..dun wan so wart dart la!!!!

February..weekdays I'll be FREE!!!!MAMAMIYA!!!

Who can crazy wif me ah?!!! Beh tahan la!!!!!

It's 2011...

Lolx..as u know~~ Chinese New Year is coming~~Wee!~!!!

Angpau angpau~~haha..since I'm nt yet get married~I can get angpau..

gg....**wicked smile**..too long didn't continue my blogging life~~

no choice mah~~People bz wif fb & games~ XD

So...at here wish everyone~~ Happy Chinese New Year~

No matter how hard we past during last year~~It's a totally new year to us~~!!

It will definitely be a better n more prosperity new year~!!!

Let's face it happily!! \^o^/

For those who scare getting older...XD...include me~~hahahaa

Never mind bah~~we getting more mature mah~~ think positively~~

Mm~~actually..recently economy not that good,everyone knows.

So~~Angpau maybe lesser $$ i think~~ Don't complaint~!! It's better than nothing right?

XD...today..i siao siao jor..So~~think more & more positively~~

Mm~~Possible of coz all red lo~~

Hahahahaa..u know wat i mean...? Include..clothes...XD...inner...err...stop here =X

HONESTLY

this year..i really almost bought all my shirts RED..except 1 black..

ToT...sob...mom say last year bought too much black shirt..

=.= issh..honestly...i like black wat..Looks much cooler n YENG!!

Hahaha..but never mind~~I still like red~~Wulallaaa~~

now remind me 1 of my best fren..who HATE red...

HAHAHA..becoz she say it's like BLOOD...

choiii!!Don't care wat others think...For me..I LIKE RED for sure!!

Hmm~when i bought shirt..it seems all nice shirts is black & white...

=.="" totally..cross out....ToT...wuwu...i really love those clothes...

Haiz~~I must listen to parents~Yea~~~Dun bok zui n rebel~~

So...red then red lo~~XD...

Anyway~~

Hope everyone enjoy ur holidays!!

Happy Chinese New Year~!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai~~

年年有餘～～生意興隆～～青春無敵～～笑口常開～～紅包拿不停～～！！

Wakakakakakaa!!! ^o^!!

Totally sucks & down

WTF....I really hate myself..

Y i so stupid..naive..to him..my father..

Oh man..my mood totally down and sad..

Feel like crying...every words u told u me..

It is stabbing my heart badly..stepping on my dream hardly..

I also don't know why!!!Why would I so stupid not ambitious..

I really really LOVE animals..I really really love..i admit..i never deny..

Especially cat

everyone has a dream...and now..for me.never think before what is the ambition i like the most

I finally make up my mind...I wanna be a veterinarian for real..

I really searched the website about the information very very hardworking..

The results unsatisfied me..Only UPM has the best..others college seems like doesn't offer veterinarian to study in Malaysia

The results make my heart break..Because mom say if really wan study veterinarian,better choose college..

I cry also at that time..because i was stress out..when I found out it totally sucks!

Malaysia REALLY REALLY don't pay a lot attention to veterinarian

At Late night 4.25am..

Crying alone here..sigh..for me..I rarely cry..the one who knows me will know..

I'm sad..Why i chose science stream..i chose because there are more option

i chose because I might get interested in science stream

And it does prove that I like science stream!!

without science stream..I wouldn't know my friends that well..

Without entering science stream,I wouldn't know 4 & 5 teratai is so FUN!!

We are not like most of the science stream which MOSTLY nerd..

I love my teachers..i love my friends...I love my life together with them

You always tell me to be a doctor..You always say doctor earns a lot

I know..In this world,everyone sick will find doctor and consume medicine

I know..If you're a surgeon for human..It can earns a lot..even many many thousands

I know..you are think for my own good...You scare I won't earn enough money for myself

I know..you love me..I know you facing the cruel world that we can't survive without money

I know..I know..I REALLY KNOW!!

For my interest..

I really hope that i can be a veterinarian..Why can't you support me?

I know it's hard from the start..Because in Malaysia not everyone will purposely find the veterinarian just for their pets..

Our economy is not that good..I know..I know..
All the cost will just rise..It won't drop..That's the REALITY

I finish my SPM...I'll face the reality of world soon..

Before asking you..I ask him..he loves everyone..especially her "daughter"

He really support me..and even suggest me to do dentist..

Don't know why..I feel appreciate and happy..

Because...at last..at last someone is supporting me..

But..why you..do this to me..

Do you know that when u explaining to me..I laying on your back..listen to you..

Actually..my tears drop...without control..

I used my strength within my heart..trying to argue with you..

telling you..I wanna open a way..

There are few people involving in this field in Malaysia,that's the chance for me to make business!!It's less competitive...So,maybe I could chase my dream..Earn money..

TTC's boss..Lim You Tian...he also suggest we all to choose the path we like..

So that at the end we won't regret,we won't unhappy with our job,so that we won't be too late at the end to change our occupation!

At this moment,4.40am..

I'm exhausted..cold..heart break..

I feel much more better now expressing my feelings and thought with this blog..

exposing to anyone who interested to read my blog..

Actually it's not a shame to cry..It's just the easiest way to release your stress and feeling..

I will just continue..my life..my way..Maybe..I'll change my mind..give up to study veterinarian...

I don't know..my heart is confusing..my mind is empty now..

I hope..my heart will recover soon..After a sleep..Maybe it will be much more better..

nights...

Moody..frustratin....

ARHHH...sucks la wei...these few days..

once i hv the heart to buy stuff..I feel so damn hurt..

Something happened..feel so down..I really hate s0meone tat is useless!!!

Wat i mean by useless is ask for money,sympathy but him or herself do NOTHING at ALL!!

How old are u?!!Aren't u found a job..Aren't ur life is more steady?!!

Y u still keep on ask for money when u dun hv?!!!

I know you are nt a big spender..Bt could u stop mixing around wif the 1 WHO ARE BAD?!!

WTF..if dun hv money,DUN HELP LA!!Y must u pretend to be like the HERO?!!

They duno tat u borrow money!!! They are FILTHY!! GET AWAY FROM THEM!!!

Do u noe that the money i kept really really HARD?!!!

FOR A BIG SPENDER LIKE ME

I FEEL Like KILLING U!!!THE ONE WHO KNOWS ME..THEY KNOW I'M BAD TEMPERED

IF NT BECOZ OF HER!!I WON'T BORROW U $$

IT'S NT FEW RINGGIT!!

IT'S TOTALLY MORE THAN TAT 100 TIMES!!!

I LOVE HER,I RESPECT HER..I ONLY TRY TO HELP HER!!

I REALLY SCARE TAT I CAN'T GET THE MONEY BACK...

NOW I'M REGRET..

I SHOULD BE A BAD GIRL!!I SHOULDN'T HELP HER!!

SOME MORE SHE LOVES BRO MORE..WHAT FOR I HELP HER?!!

WHAT CAN I GET N EXPECT FROM HER?!!

SO DISSAPOINTED..ONCE I C BOTH OF U GT TOGETHER..

MY HEART STARTS TO BURN..FEELING KICKING U ALL...PUNCHING U ALL..

TORTURE U ALL...TEAR IN TO PIECES!!!!!!!!

I'M SO WICKED..I ADMIT!!

NOWADAYS THE STUPID RELATIVES STAY SOME MORE FOR 2 WEEKS!!!

STILL DUN WAN TO GO AWAY..FUCK U!!!

DON'T FORCE I SCOLD IN FRONT OF U ALL..EVEN RELATIVES HERE..

NT ONLY IN FRONT CHILDREN!!!I'LL YELL AT U ALL TAT I HATE U ALL COME HERE!!!

=O=!!!!!!IF TMR...U MAKE ME ANGRY ONCE MORE...I'LL TELL U KIDS!!!

I HATE U ALL!!!STAYING HERE!!!!!USING THE AIR COND LIKE UR OWN HOUSE!!

U WANNA VISIT GRANDPARENTS AS A REASON!!!?!!

OK!!fINE!!!I LET U TAKE AWAY GRANDPARENTS N TAKE HOME!!

DON'T U DARE?!!!PISS OFF!!!SUCH A LAME REASON!!!

...............HOW...GETTING MORE N MORE FEEL LIKE SLAPPING THEM....

I SHOULD PUT SOME WATER...TO EXTINGUISH MY FIRE..

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