I'm so..STRESS OUT

nowadays...more n more hw..
They're all cramp together in the same time..
I can't cope wif it anymore..
This year I'll b grade 8 practical exam..
Mom..i really u put a lot of hope on me..I noe u spend a lot of $..
I noE iT!!ALL I NOE IT!! noT I DUNNO!!!
but u duno wat happen to me...
U noe wat??!!OThers ppl look down at me!! ME!!U noe the frenly aunt n uncle..
tHey Said " WHEre gt ppl first time can pass?U sure fail la.."
U're NOT THERE!!!Do u noe these kind of feelings??!!I never tell u..
IT is so HURT...n soon it will be sports day..
I'm one of the participants..I've been chosen to run..
I really scare..I first time..participate running contest..
Teacher say NEVER EVER TRY TO DROP THE BATON..must 100% success!!!
I really scare tat i will make my team lose n they blame on me!!!
NOw,u still wan i go ther n practice..
Do u noe the teacher change??
She not concentrate teaching me anymORE!!!
I jz go ther for practice..Why should u pay her $!!!!!
U pay the monthly then enuf already!!Y u still wanna pay extra for her..?!!!!
U really think she will honestly teach me ?? NO!!!!
She'll bz wif smth else..Do u like when u tried ur best,she still blame on u??
Ya..u will feel tat hse's the best..it is honour tat she teach me..
Last time i oso think like tat..BUT NOW....NAH!!!SHe is jz a jerk for me!!!
U noe she say wat??!!"I dun hv time to noe how is ur exam pieces,u go learn urself..."
OMG....WTH SHE TALKING...DUN HV TIME?!!Then y she still teach me?!!
y dun she say.."aiya..i dun hv time ah..u go learn all the things by urself..i bz ah..away.."
THese things made my tears non stop..Do u noe?!!
I really hope I'm a boy..So tat i'll not b easily cry....
My energy...my hope...al| slowly..fading off....fading off....